on my father’s side
the family is quiet
reserved
controlled emotionally
speaks barely above a whisper
laughs with their inside voice
on my mother’s side
the family roars
everyone speaks on volume…circus
everyone is a ringmaster
all the ringmaster are Samuel Jackson
all the ringmasters wanna talk
at the same damn time
this is how my personality intersects
how I’m
part Charlie Chaplin
part Charlie Murphy
mostly Charlie Brown
I can be as quiet as a librarian
under a gag order
or a marching band at
a fireworks show
my mama people
are so soulful
so hurricane tears
so belly laugh
so much song
such tight hugs
so open book
my daddy people
are so careful
so non-intrusive
keeps their hearts encased
doesn’t volunteer information
such locked diaries
I never know which genes
are most fitting
under any given situation
I am thunder with laryngitis
big-handed golf claps
emote and retreat
I can’t help but be myself
whoever that is.